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virgomoonwell uhhh... i guess that gap is from 26th may to 1st/2nd june? not a LOT of time. and have to meet this other friend too. and i guess my cousin is coming over??? why are things just HAPPENING all the time! this list is of course mostly to do with the fandom stuff i've to do, so sorting that out for myself.
1. re-read ouran! you are in a zine you buffoon you have to like. do things by a deadline. or drop out. really don't wish to drop out.
2. the skip to loafer ragtag zine <3 this feels so low pressure but if i trick myself like that i will end up doing NOTHING and skip to loafer is a recent impassioned love that i wish to sustain! because the text is so kind! and the characters are my KIDS. ouran tamaki is a pain in my heart i have to carry forever by now. these on the other hand are budding loves! anyway, re-read skip to loafer, yes, but also try writing out a few POVs that aren't just shima's. it's so easy to take shima's POV and then make him sad, he's such a. fellow. a feely fellow. he wears his heart on his sleeves while pretending to hide it. and also takamatsu has given a lot of focus to him besides mitsumi, way more than anyone else. so it's easy. it's difficult too. but it's also easy. it's doable. there are others with not so much spotlight that are trickier, yet will yield so much if you work with their POV. i think i'm gonna work on that. yeah. i've also already written shima, so!!!! and i think i will die if i write mitsumi so no way <3
3. okay this is perilous. but. write one piece fic... i seriously believe if i do not water the one piece shaped heart on fire i have right now it will just never happen, and i happen to be carrying a serious amount of love for the manga right now. i'm still in the early arcs, and they are simply too much. every time i get invested in something i sit and think about the production of it, and isn't it insane that the 200 chapters i've inhaled were rolled out over YEARS? the chapters i've read so far were rolled out between a period of 1997 to 2002, which makes it six years. imagine sticking with something for that long, being treated to what is simply one of the most gorgeous mangas plot wise, design wise, characterization wise, also just like. THE IMMACULATE VIBES! gosh! these six years happen to one year shy of the period it's taken for haikyuu to be in production. and i call that insanity. i always wanted to read one piece, especially because i knew furudate loved it, but i can't believe what i'm reading. it's just your typical shounen fare, yes, in one sense, but it's also so raw and pure and just. idk! i don't know if i'm projecting or if this is your typical media-during-final-season-that-sucks-you-in or if it's truly just that great. i think it's all of these things.
anyway, i want to write this non-canonical nami as a weatherwoman OR nami growing up while trapped with that fishdude person fic. i don't care about publication as much as i care about just putting words down on a doc. lez go
4. utena fic and gsnk fic and all other things ever including my genshin passionproject are on hold. i really think i should strike while the genshin iron is hot (aka they aren't rolling out the next update For A While and people still remember the inazuman festival) but i am simply too swamped... saw a beigguang comic today and WEEPED for my beigguang idea because it was (is) SOOOOO SEXY. GOSH. WHY AM I NOT MORE SYSTEMATIC ABOUT STUFF I REALLY WANT TO WRITE ITTTTTTT. anyway so this note is just to say that i am NOT to work on any of this and if i do may i rot in a gutter! without looking at stars!
5. all this fandom stuff to do yes, but also stuff like, cleaning my bookshelves, and reading my friends' fics, and giftfics. yeah. i don't know why i threw in cleaning in here but it is very, very important. vital, even.
6. sleeping <3
1. re-read ouran! you are in a zine you buffoon you have to like. do things by a deadline. or drop out. really don't wish to drop out.
2. the skip to loafer ragtag zine <3 this feels so low pressure but if i trick myself like that i will end up doing NOTHING and skip to loafer is a recent impassioned love that i wish to sustain! because the text is so kind! and the characters are my KIDS. ouran tamaki is a pain in my heart i have to carry forever by now. these on the other hand are budding loves! anyway, re-read skip to loafer, yes, but also try writing out a few POVs that aren't just shima's. it's so easy to take shima's POV and then make him sad, he's such a. fellow. a feely fellow. he wears his heart on his sleeves while pretending to hide it. and also takamatsu has given a lot of focus to him besides mitsumi, way more than anyone else. so it's easy. it's difficult too. but it's also easy. it's doable. there are others with not so much spotlight that are trickier, yet will yield so much if you work with their POV. i think i'm gonna work on that. yeah. i've also already written shima, so!!!! and i think i will die if i write mitsumi so no way <3
3. okay this is perilous. but. write one piece fic... i seriously believe if i do not water the one piece shaped heart on fire i have right now it will just never happen, and i happen to be carrying a serious amount of love for the manga right now. i'm still in the early arcs, and they are simply too much. every time i get invested in something i sit and think about the production of it, and isn't it insane that the 200 chapters i've inhaled were rolled out over YEARS? the chapters i've read so far were rolled out between a period of 1997 to 2002, which makes it six years. imagine sticking with something for that long, being treated to what is simply one of the most gorgeous mangas plot wise, design wise, characterization wise, also just like. THE IMMACULATE VIBES! gosh! these six years happen to one year shy of the period it's taken for haikyuu to be in production. and i call that insanity. i always wanted to read one piece, especially because i knew furudate loved it, but i can't believe what i'm reading. it's just your typical shounen fare, yes, in one sense, but it's also so raw and pure and just. idk! i don't know if i'm projecting or if this is your typical media-during-final-season-that-sucks-you-in or if it's truly just that great. i think it's all of these things.
anyway, i want to write this non-canonical nami as a weatherwoman OR nami growing up while trapped with that fishdude person fic. i don't care about publication as much as i care about just putting words down on a doc. lez go
4. utena fic and gsnk fic and all other things ever including my genshin passionproject are on hold. i really think i should strike while the genshin iron is hot (aka they aren't rolling out the next update For A While and people still remember the inazuman festival) but i am simply too swamped... saw a beigguang comic today and WEEPED for my beigguang idea because it was (is) SOOOOO SEXY. GOSH. WHY AM I NOT MORE SYSTEMATIC ABOUT STUFF I REALLY WANT TO WRITE ITTTTTTT. anyway so this note is just to say that i am NOT to work on any of this and if i do may i rot in a gutter! without looking at stars!
5. all this fandom stuff to do yes, but also stuff like, cleaning my bookshelves, and reading my friends' fics, and giftfics. yeah. i don't know why i threw in cleaning in here but it is very, very important. vital, even.
6. sleeping <3
