( lots of words about why i can't enjoy k-pop now )
[edit, 4th Jan '21] i've discovered i'm mostly ok with k-pop as long as i don't start looking at other people on twitter and also avoid bangtan content unless it's given to me specifically on the personal group i have w my friends.
[i keep editing this entry because i have a lot to say without being overbearing and i'm perpetually unsatisfied with this entry - THERE IS SO MUCH TO SAY - but i hate talking about k-pop critically at length it makes my brain bad]